Tuesday, October 11, 2005

I AM IN LOVE!!!

***I have started this entry last September29...and I just felt the biggest urge to finish this today. I am so broken-hearted. And I feel so damn guilty for feeling so...why? Because the guy is so not worth it. So I just wanted to feel the same way I did when I wrote this entry. and hopefully, by the end of the entry, I'd be happy.

Mu-hyeok. That's his name.

Image hosted by Photobucket.com I've been hooked to Sorry, I Love You this past week. And yesterday I was watching Episode 3 in the midst of extreme (as in extreme!) kakiligan. And then watching Mu-hyeok (portrayed by Korean actor So Ji-sup) look so lovingly at Eun-chae (Im Su-jeong), I just can't help but blurt out "I'm in love!!!" Mu-hyeok is the second coming of Dao Ming Xu - only, Mu-hyeok is better.

"My" Mu-hyeok has been abandoned since birth. He vowed to better his life because he wanted to get back to his mother and offer her the life she was not able to provide her kids. He so loved his mom. He never felt abandoned. Instead, his motto was "She had her reasons." He never took his adoption against his mom. And this proves how pure my Mu-hyeaok's heart is. But I admit, he is tough. Rough. Living in the streets did that to him. But underneath that rocky surface is a heart pure of gold.

And Mu-hyeok's love is real. And ideal. And very self-sacrificing. Being the girl that I am, I want to be treated a princess. I want to feel that in the love 'race', my other half should love me more. And that's exactly how Mu-hyeok treated Eun-chae. And all the time I was watching the series, I just felt like I was Eun-chae and that Mu-hyeok was gazing at me lovingly. Hehe...yes, I'm going crazy. Well, you should meet Mu-hyeok and you'll know how I feel.

Sigh. I have just finished the series yesterday and I just can't help but think: I'll someday meet somebody like Mu-hyeok.

***I'm happy na. =)